Red light.... green light

Well... another day has ended. I'm sleepy but I gotta pick my uncle up
from the airport. As I sit out here with my doggies... Ivory and Lamar,
I get to think. Something that can be so painful to do at times. I try
not to think of my future as far as marriage and kids: it can be a bit
of a downer. I just left my aunts house and her husband said, "you
better hurry up, u got 3 yrs left." Really?!?!?!? Only three yrs?
Then all my vital organs just gonna shut down?

I want kids. I do. Gotta wait. Sigh. Red light.

Lamar is 2yr now. He got his name from a good friend of mine. I was
like, I like your middle name. Can I use it. Him: sure! hence Lamar.

Ivory looked like the color so bam! That was easy. When I first got her
they called her lila or lily or some girl pinkish name. Made me vomit.
Red light.

{I don't know me really. I perpetrate in my own body. Live and u learn
right.}
I know Jesus though... don't know him? Ask me how, I'll tell u. Green
Light!

I'm 19 trapped in 27... late bloomer. Not mad about it... I still look
it!
Okay... I'm out. Until tomorrow

iDone

Make changes

I'm trying so hard to leave early to get where I need to go. But I have
my mothers genes. I always find something to do or something I forgot
to do at the last min. Sigh. Gotta "cut my eyes" as my mother would
say.

But driving long distances gives time for thought and observations such
as the lady with the fan hanging from the visor on the passenger
side.*blank stare*

Anyway.. The drive was good. I got to work 20min early. PROUD! Okay
laterz

iDance iTeach

Ehhh

So I've decided to take my friend's advice and blog whenever it hit me to write. I use to love writing... or at least I thought I did. I pray this last longer then xanga. I had to let go of that because I can't blog on the go with xanga.

Today I've been productive. I'm about to leave the house and run some errands before I get to work. I have to remember the dances I taught my kids. (looks around for an answer). I'll remember by 5pm.

EZ tag needed to get to work but I can't get it until my dad gets back. That will not be until later on today. So gotta find some cash....

Speaking of cash.. I applied for this job at Aldos. Hopefully the discount is nice so when I save up some change I can get shoes and a new purse. But I gotta save a much as possible. The move to NY will not happen on it's own. NEW YORK!!!

Maybe my blogs will be more interesting when I move, cause right now... BORING! Be blessed read the bible...

Stop writing it in your head, and put it down on the pad ~s.lamour