Saturday, December 15, 2012
I'm still alive
Hey there!!! So much has happened since the last time I wrote. I believe a year had gone by. How time flys. I'm gonna keep my blog open. Maybe I'll feel compelled to keep it updated one day... Until then Godspeed!
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Random
I just realized that I have only written 5 post for the year and it's OCTOBER!!!!
A busted laptop screen can surely make a person who doesn't really blog that much to begin with, Not blog at all!!!!!
A busted laptop screen can surely make a person who doesn't really blog that much to begin with, Not blog at all!!!!!
And we are BACK!!!!!!!
O! M! G! My seeing eye is back... that's right! I fixed my laptop screen finally!!! I'm am sooo happy about it! Here is some before shots:
This was back in 2010... the crack had been there for almost a year. It happened in December of 2009. By now I was like okay I can deal.
So the screen just got worst. to the point I couldn't see anywhere well on the screen at all. So I sent out for a new screen finally... (btw, I was going to send it to this apple repair shop I found in Manhattan. They were gonna charge me 350 for a new screen. This included parts and labor. ) I opted out of doing that and found great place to get my screen thanks to my Eagle Brother Derek LaBoo!!!! So I bought the screen thinking it was the right one... It was for a mac but wrong style.... below is my laptop in pieces before I realized.... WRONG SCREEN. 
So I put it back to together and now the little bit of screen I was getting was completely GONE!!!! PITCH BLACK!!!! So now the only way to use my laptop was through my tv!! ANNOYING to say the least. Well I sent back the incorrect screen to get the correct one and they sent back the SAME screen again!!! PISSED!!!
After a few words with them (not that many really because they realized their mistake) I sent back the wrong screen, they sent me the RIGHT one.. and I got to work...
I am so proud to say, I can SEE MY SCREEN!!!! LOOK!!!
What a job!!! and I only spent $133 and about 10 hours TOTAL from both times having to take it apart and put it back together again! Well I am done!!! I can see... I can get stuff done! I'm HAPPY!!!!
Next time I will speak on my decision about my PHONE!!!! :)
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
PHONE FRENZY!
So if you don't know, I am gadget, technological GEEK!!!!
I know how to hook up just about any TV, to any stereo, to a computer (which I am using now), to a phone, to a printer, to a... well you get the point. People tell other people they know to call me because I know how to do it.
Working at Radio Shack provides an outlet to the this side of my heart for technology.
Well the other day, I found out because I work there, how much I could save each month by switching to Sprint.
Disclaimer: I have never been, nor will I ever be tied to life to one cell phone provider. It is POINTLESS. They all have their strengths and weaknesses. The only thing I care about is who can provide me with what I need for the price I'm willing to pay. T-mobile was winning until they left Radio Shack. Now Sprint is crushing the game.
I have the new Samsung Galaxy S2 Epic 4G Touch...
that is just too much for one phone. I have not turned it on yet because I'm waiting for my number to port over. HOWEVER, it's a sick phone. I know this already. I'm going to LOVE THE SCREEN. I'm all about visuals so that is a plus.
NOW, the iPhone 5 is reportedly coming out this month, rumored Oct. 14. If it does... I will return this phone and get the iPhone 5. I really want it. BUT only if I can afford it. I don't mind waiting cause I know this Galaxy S2 is about to be great to my life.
This is gonna be a tough one!!!
I previously would have NEVER gotten an iPhone but with the recent changes to it's operating system and better functionality overall... I'm DOWN!!! I love my iPod touch and at times, I wish it was my phone. I almost got the 4 but the 5 is on it's way.
WELL FOLKS... I'm not sure how this will end. I tend to change my phone very often. I try to keep up with the times and myself!!! LOL I would have all kinds of phones just to play with them and change them like I change my clothes. With AT&T and T-mobile, very easy... SIM cards are the best.
BUT... Sprint got it going on for my pocket. So CDMA it is!!!!
Until next time...what do you use to dial????
I know how to hook up just about any TV, to any stereo, to a computer (which I am using now), to a phone, to a printer, to a... well you get the point. People tell other people they know to call me because I know how to do it.
Working at Radio Shack provides an outlet to the this side of my heart for technology.
Well the other day, I found out because I work there, how much I could save each month by switching to Sprint.
Disclaimer: I have never been, nor will I ever be tied to life to one cell phone provider. It is POINTLESS. They all have their strengths and weaknesses. The only thing I care about is who can provide me with what I need for the price I'm willing to pay. T-mobile was winning until they left Radio Shack. Now Sprint is crushing the game.
I have the new Samsung Galaxy S2 Epic 4G Touch...
that is just too much for one phone. I have not turned it on yet because I'm waiting for my number to port over. HOWEVER, it's a sick phone. I know this already. I'm going to LOVE THE SCREEN. I'm all about visuals so that is a plus.
NOW, the iPhone 5 is reportedly coming out this month, rumored Oct. 14. If it does... I will return this phone and get the iPhone 5. I really want it. BUT only if I can afford it. I don't mind waiting cause I know this Galaxy S2 is about to be great to my life.
This is gonna be a tough one!!!
I previously would have NEVER gotten an iPhone but with the recent changes to it's operating system and better functionality overall... I'm DOWN!!! I love my iPod touch and at times, I wish it was my phone. I almost got the 4 but the 5 is on it's way.
WELL FOLKS... I'm not sure how this will end. I tend to change my phone very often. I try to keep up with the times and myself!!! LOL I would have all kinds of phones just to play with them and change them like I change my clothes. With AT&T and T-mobile, very easy... SIM cards are the best.
BUT... Sprint got it going on for my pocket. So CDMA it is!!!!
Until next time...what do you use to dial????
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Missing the seeing eye!
I am missing the seeing eye. The one that allows me to see into the World Wide Wonders. It was cracked two years ago, 2009. At first, it was just cracked... I could see EVERYTHING. Not a problem. Then.... the crack grew... and the blood came. But I could still SEE. Move a few things around and all was well.
But then, it became unbearable. I did nothing about it. I just let it get worse and worse. Everyone thought it was a design, or a screen saver. A closer look would prove otherwise. I tried and tried to deal. Even the life source was no longer lasting. But I keep pushing until, I couldn't do it anymore...
SO I decided to fix it. And the seeing eye came but when I went to put it in, wrong style. Everything else about it was perfect, but if you can't put it in, it's nothing but. I had to put the old seeing eye back in... and now... it is completely useless. BLANK and BLACK but STILL LIGHT. THE LIGHT is still SHINNING.
I sent back the new seeing eye to get the RIGHT one and now I wait for the day that green paper will emerge to help me proclaim my seeing eye. I have to wait because I couldn't and still can't fix the green paper issue. So until then... I have to use the non portable seeing eye.
This message doubles as the seeing eye of my spirit... right now, mine feels broken and cracked. Unable to heal. I tried to fix it and made things worse for myself. So now I stay broken, bleeding and busted. When people see me, they see that awesome cool screen saver until they get the opportunity to take a closer look. They might realize how broken I am. Or maybe not. I don't put on a show... I just try to stay positive and do what my screen continues to do.. SHINE. It's so HARD... Jesus... it's tough.
Good Night
But then, it became unbearable. I did nothing about it. I just let it get worse and worse. Everyone thought it was a design, or a screen saver. A closer look would prove otherwise. I tried and tried to deal. Even the life source was no longer lasting. But I keep pushing until, I couldn't do it anymore...
SO I decided to fix it. And the seeing eye came but when I went to put it in, wrong style. Everything else about it was perfect, but if you can't put it in, it's nothing but. I had to put the old seeing eye back in... and now... it is completely useless. BLANK and BLACK but STILL LIGHT. THE LIGHT is still SHINNING.
I sent back the new seeing eye to get the RIGHT one and now I wait for the day that green paper will emerge to help me proclaim my seeing eye. I have to wait because I couldn't and still can't fix the green paper issue. So until then... I have to use the non portable seeing eye.
This message doubles as the seeing eye of my spirit... right now, mine feels broken and cracked. Unable to heal. I tried to fix it and made things worse for myself. So now I stay broken, bleeding and busted. When people see me, they see that awesome cool screen saver until they get the opportunity to take a closer look. They might realize how broken I am. Or maybe not. I don't put on a show... I just try to stay positive and do what my screen continues to do.. SHINE. It's so HARD... Jesus... it's tough.
Good Night
Sunday, September 25, 2011
BFF
So I'm so excited for people around me that are in love and marrying their best friends!!! That's the way it should be going down. That relationship can last the test of times. Think about it.... a person you wanna share all your insecurities with, your faults and foes, go through ups and downs, be stronger with, learn yourself as they learn themselves... I think it is a gift from God.
I'm writing this to express my happiness but at the same time my sadness because that is what I desire. I have many male friends... some I consider my besties but not that ONE at least that I can see.
I don't sit in that long because I remain FAITHFUL! Who knows what tomorrow brings but I know that God is doing what he does best, so I have to follow him.
Next year I celebrate my 30th bday (the new 20)!!!! I'm so EXCITED... I will have my business up and running, completing many projects and just dancing my life away. YAY!!!
At the end of the day... my feelings are fleeting but God is forever strong. He helps me keep my peace, my joy and my passion for life with a purpose. I hope if you are reading this, that you found some words to keep you encouraged and always feel free to leave kinds words of motivation.
Love you all!!! At the end of the day... God will always show you what you need.
Thursday, January 6, 2011
2010 - 2011
So much has gone on since my last post.
Oct - Nov of 2010: Sitting in this big ol apartment looking for work.
Nov-Dec of 2010: I got hired by Radio Shack. I love my job... still nothing on the dance front.
Dec 2010 - Jan 2011: HAPPY NEW YEAR! and to new jobs.
Okay... that's all for now!!! New year has a lot to bring...
P90X is on the rise!
Oct - Nov of 2010: Sitting in this big ol apartment looking for work.
Nov-Dec of 2010: I got hired by Radio Shack. I love my job... still nothing on the dance front.
Dec 2010 - Jan 2011: HAPPY NEW YEAR! and to new jobs.
Okay... that's all for now!!! New year has a lot to bring...
P90X is on the rise!
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
In New York....
So I've arrived in New York... Blessed with a place to stay.
I am currently living in Brooklyn at my Great Aunts apt.: a 2 bedroom, 2 bathroom spot... Pretty large spot. Lots of old furniture and things of that nature. My Uncle from London can not wait for me to help make this place more modern. Well with every good thing, the devil tries to intervene. The company is trying to kick my Great Aunt out, stating that she doesn't live her anymore because she's in a nursing home and her daughter just passed away. They will not win!
Also, I'm still NOT WORKING!!! OMG... I feel like I'm going crazy but somehow, I'm keeping it together. I know that soon I will be full time and financially independent.
YESSSS!!! That day will come soon.. Until then... grind!
I am currently living in Brooklyn at my Great Aunts apt.: a 2 bedroom, 2 bathroom spot... Pretty large spot. Lots of old furniture and things of that nature. My Uncle from London can not wait for me to help make this place more modern. Well with every good thing, the devil tries to intervene. The company is trying to kick my Great Aunt out, stating that she doesn't live her anymore because she's in a nursing home and her daughter just passed away. They will not win!
Also, I'm still NOT WORKING!!! OMG... I feel like I'm going crazy but somehow, I'm keeping it together. I know that soon I will be full time and financially independent.
YESSSS!!! That day will come soon.. Until then... grind!
Friday, September 3, 2010
NYC + Labor Day Weekend
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Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Another Day
I'm praying that I don't slip into a depression... I've never been this long with out work, or doing something. I'm so ready to work. I'm sleeping all the time. Jesus help
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Internal battles
I would say that I rely on God heavily... however lately my struggle with my flesh has been the worst EVER. I mean it's always been there but I didn't have to work as hard as I have been lately to stay away.
It's been 7 years since I've had sex. After I got saved 2003, I promised God and myself that I would wait until He sent me my husband.
It hasn't been easy nor did I expect it to be. There were times I came close to falling back but I made out some how. But lately I find myself running towards it at full speed and then stop and stare at it like man... I want that. I end up turning the other way but usually I run... now I just casually stroll away secretly hoping to get pulled back.
It's painfull because I can't just see me throwing away all this time I've spent saving myself for that one person.
And then I don't care anymore. :( It just brings me to tears. I know I'll make it through. Confessions of a Christian woman: I want to have sex. But I don't want to lose myself.
....
It's been 7 years since I've had sex. After I got saved 2003, I promised God and myself that I would wait until He sent me my husband.
It hasn't been easy nor did I expect it to be. There were times I came close to falling back but I made out some how. But lately I find myself running towards it at full speed and then stop and stare at it like man... I want that. I end up turning the other way but usually I run... now I just casually stroll away secretly hoping to get pulled back.
It's painfull because I can't just see me throwing away all this time I've spent saving myself for that one person.
And then I don't care anymore. :( It just brings me to tears. I know I'll make it through. Confessions of a Christian woman: I want to have sex. But I don't want to lose myself.
....
Finding Balance
So It's been a month since I moved back. The Sunday after I moved back I barely had a chance to unpack and feel somewhat at home. I had to travel to Wichita, Kansas for a teaching job on July 18th. That was fun! I love going there but I don't think I could live there. It's a bit bare. This was my third time teaching there.
I returned on the 23rd of July. The next day I attended a beautiful union between my dean and soror Diyale and her now husband Justin. Although I got to the ceremony late because we had a tropical storm that brought down trees and what not, what I saw was magical and awesome.
After leaving the wedding, the search was on for an iHop. My homie Cherece and I drove to 5 different iHops until we found one with power. IT WAS PACKED.. No were had power and people were hungry. BUT we finally got to eat.
By July 28 I was on the bus heading to NY for an audition on the 29th. I stayed at my grandparents house. Didn't get to audition which sucked so I hung around until Sat. When I got home I had to pack and leave on Tue for ATL.
The drive to ATL was grand and Alpha Nu Omega, Inc. 2010 National Convention was GREAT!!! Although I was tired most of the time the overall trip was great and I learned a lot. So I get home from ATL on Monday... I was BEAT DOG TIRED!!!! I'm thinking YES finally I get to just be home unpack continue job searches... Well that would not be the case
My cousin called and said, "Are you still going with me to NJ??"
"Of course", I said having promised to go with her a month ago. What I didn't realize is that it was that week. I just got home.. but back out I went... and here I still am.
This week has been great but I miss home... back to DMV today and then I'll be moving to NYC in about two weeks... I just stay moving!!!!
I returned on the 23rd of July. The next day I attended a beautiful union between my dean and soror Diyale and her now husband Justin. Although I got to the ceremony late because we had a tropical storm that brought down trees and what not, what I saw was magical and awesome.
After leaving the wedding, the search was on for an iHop. My homie Cherece and I drove to 5 different iHops until we found one with power. IT WAS PACKED.. No were had power and people were hungry. BUT we finally got to eat.
By July 28 I was on the bus heading to NY for an audition on the 29th. I stayed at my grandparents house. Didn't get to audition which sucked so I hung around until Sat. When I got home I had to pack and leave on Tue for ATL.
The drive to ATL was grand and Alpha Nu Omega, Inc. 2010 National Convention was GREAT!!! Although I was tired most of the time the overall trip was great and I learned a lot. So I get home from ATL on Monday... I was BEAT DOG TIRED!!!! I'm thinking YES finally I get to just be home unpack continue job searches... Well that would not be the case
My cousin called and said, "Are you still going with me to NJ??"
"Of course", I said having promised to go with her a month ago. What I didn't realize is that it was that week. I just got home.. but back out I went... and here I still am.
This week has been great but I miss home... back to DMV today and then I'll be moving to NYC in about two weeks... I just stay moving!!!!
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Done!
So I am done with school... I have my M.F.A. and I'm back home! That's right.. I'm back in the DMV. Not for long but the next move is to NYC... so I can do my dancy dance dance dance thing!!! Longer update to come... I gottaaa sleep!
Saturday, February 27, 2010
my 21 day fast - Close to the end Day 13 - 20
So tomorrow is the last day! I have endured 21 days of fasting. In March, I would like to start a more intense fast for me. This one was good. It made me realize what I need more of. It also made me realize that I need to be done with SHSU as soooon as possible. I feel like it is holding my whole LIFE back. Very annoying indeed.
Monsters of Hip Hop was great. However, I can't stand when I watch myself dance and I look like I'm spazing out. Litteraly my muscles look like they are having a battle with my brain. I have yet to understand how to control my limbs when I can't remember what happens next in a dance. I'm just not that quick. Never have been, but I soon will be. With ALL things, u need practice and ALL I need is MORE DANCE. I feel like once I move, I'll be able to get more practice and be THAT much better.
My Choreography has gotten way better as I've continued to challenge myself but I don't have a mentor or anything. I'd love to find one.
Anywho, Jesus has guided me thus far so I should have not worries, and I try not to, but this life race is not hard.
iAm a Monster... next up is Monsters of Hip Hop and Contemporary Cancun!!!!
Monsters of Hip Hop was great. However, I can't stand when I watch myself dance and I look like I'm spazing out. Litteraly my muscles look like they are having a battle with my brain. I have yet to understand how to control my limbs when I can't remember what happens next in a dance. I'm just not that quick. Never have been, but I soon will be. With ALL things, u need practice and ALL I need is MORE DANCE. I feel like once I move, I'll be able to get more practice and be THAT much better.
My Choreography has gotten way better as I've continued to challenge myself but I don't have a mentor or anything. I'd love to find one.
Anywho, Jesus has guided me thus far so I should have not worries, and I try not to, but this life race is not hard.
iAm a Monster... next up is Monsters of Hip Hop and Contemporary Cancun!!!!
Friday, February 19, 2010
my 21 day fast -DAY 9 - 12: HOW TIME FLYS!!!
So I completely forgot to blog this week. From working on my paper, to talking to God CONSTANTLY about this fast... and moving, moving, moving.... Just forgot!!!
I don't really have a lot to say right now because I'm packing but I can say this... TEMPTATION IS STRONG!!! LORD it's strong!!!!
Anywho... I'm gonna go! GOD BLESS!!!
I don't really have a lot to say right now because I'm packing but I can say this... TEMPTATION IS STRONG!!! LORD it's strong!!!!
Anywho... I'm gonna go! GOD BLESS!!!
Monday, February 15, 2010
my 21 day fast -DAY 6 & 7 & 8: MY TIME in GA
Well I've missed some days...
From Thur into Friday... NO SLEEP! I did my hair because it looked A MESS...
Packed, did my hair, started watching some movies @ 6am to help me stay awake.
Made a mistake by laying down and taking a nap right before I needed to leave. Got to the airport 5 mins to late and everything was off... BUT I did make it to GA and meet a really cool dude from Senegal on the way... New friends are GREAT!!!
I find myself praying to GOD a lot!!! Talking to him more and more on just little things.... it's so hard to follow this fast but I've found myself doing very well.. :) I thought I was gonna slip because of coming here to GA and being with my family this whole weekend but I didn't...
Sat.: Woke up early for breakfast... barely anything for me to partake of, but this hotel... IS TRASH!!! Omg.. worst hotel ever... GHETTO as a mug. After the so called breakfast, I went on a mission to find a quiznos. I wanted some soup... broccoli and cheese to be exact. SOOO I drove to the one close to the house... not open yet even though the sign said 10am.. it was 10:15. Then I tried to find a panera bread, fail. Stop back at the quiznos and now the guy was there but he said not until 12:30 would they be open... it was now almost 11am. So I was UPSET. So I went to the mall with my mom, aunt and grandparents for my aunt to get a few items. I dropped them off and tried another quiznos: FAIL!!! So i drove back to the other one and finally finally finally got my soup. AMEN AMEN!!!
Later on that evening we visited family... I reached out to a friend of mine from forever and He came and scooped me... BEST VDAY EVER!!! So much fun.. clean good wholesome fun...
Didn't realized how much fun we use to have... got home at 6am...
Sun: PARTY TIME!!! Got up and went to the mall AGAIN (auntie still need shoes)!!! I looked fly for the party and I was so greatful to see so MUCH family.... God definitely as graced me with such AWESOME people in my life that are related to me. I am so happy I came... even when I find out my flight is delayed... UGHIEOHGOIEN... but God is faithful and I will get to work on time.
So here we are... MONDAY!!! Day 9 and I'm still going strong.... My goal to get STRONGER. AND BY the end I WILL have GREAT GREAT NEWS!!! God Bless God night and remember...
iLove you!
From Thur into Friday... NO SLEEP! I did my hair because it looked A MESS...
Packed, did my hair, started watching some movies @ 6am to help me stay awake.
Made a mistake by laying down and taking a nap right before I needed to leave. Got to the airport 5 mins to late and everything was off... BUT I did make it to GA and meet a really cool dude from Senegal on the way... New friends are GREAT!!!
I find myself praying to GOD a lot!!! Talking to him more and more on just little things.... it's so hard to follow this fast but I've found myself doing very well.. :) I thought I was gonna slip because of coming here to GA and being with my family this whole weekend but I didn't...
Sat.: Woke up early for breakfast... barely anything for me to partake of, but this hotel... IS TRASH!!! Omg.. worst hotel ever... GHETTO as a mug. After the so called breakfast, I went on a mission to find a quiznos. I wanted some soup... broccoli and cheese to be exact. SOOO I drove to the one close to the house... not open yet even though the sign said 10am.. it was 10:15. Then I tried to find a panera bread, fail. Stop back at the quiznos and now the guy was there but he said not until 12:30 would they be open... it was now almost 11am. So I was UPSET. So I went to the mall with my mom, aunt and grandparents for my aunt to get a few items. I dropped them off and tried another quiznos: FAIL!!! So i drove back to the other one and finally finally finally got my soup. AMEN AMEN!!!
Later on that evening we visited family... I reached out to a friend of mine from forever and He came and scooped me... BEST VDAY EVER!!! So much fun.. clean good wholesome fun...
Didn't realized how much fun we use to have... got home at 6am...
Sun: PARTY TIME!!! Got up and went to the mall AGAIN (auntie still need shoes)!!! I looked fly for the party and I was so greatful to see so MUCH family.... God definitely as graced me with such AWESOME people in my life that are related to me. I am so happy I came... even when I find out my flight is delayed... UGHIEOHGOIEN... but God is faithful and I will get to work on time.
So here we are... MONDAY!!! Day 9 and I'm still going strong.... My goal to get STRONGER. AND BY the end I WILL have GREAT GREAT NEWS!!! God Bless God night and remember...
iLove you!
Friday, February 12, 2010
my 21 day fast -DAY 5: RAINY
This is gonna be short....
I love God and I thank him for the challenges of this fast and why I'm on it.
I told a lie today, and it made me feel like I was gonna die. It was one of those small lies you think wont do anything but it can cause a ripple effect that you just can't see. Usually, I would say it, repent, apologize to God and keep moving but today it BUGGED me and BUGGED me. I feel like God is showing me, HEY LOOK.. yea u might feel like that is small and wont bother anyone but SIN is SIN! No matter the size... sigh... God is working on me FOR REAL and I am SO THANKFUL!!!
I'm not ashamed of where I am, and I can't wait for where God has to take me.
Hopefully I can get my blog in today and be updated...
I also am going to start a new video blog on YouTube: Dance By Request: DBR!! I will be letting people request any song they want... I will dance to it and post it on Youtube...
I will occasionally speak but it will mostly be dance. More on that later...
Okay off to the airport!
iFly!
I love God and I thank him for the challenges of this fast and why I'm on it.
I told a lie today, and it made me feel like I was gonna die. It was one of those small lies you think wont do anything but it can cause a ripple effect that you just can't see. Usually, I would say it, repent, apologize to God and keep moving but today it BUGGED me and BUGGED me. I feel like God is showing me, HEY LOOK.. yea u might feel like that is small and wont bother anyone but SIN is SIN! No matter the size... sigh... God is working on me FOR REAL and I am SO THANKFUL!!!
I'm not ashamed of where I am, and I can't wait for where God has to take me.
Hopefully I can get my blog in today and be updated...
I also am going to start a new video blog on YouTube: Dance By Request: DBR!! I will be letting people request any song they want... I will dance to it and post it on Youtube...
I will occasionally speak but it will mostly be dance. More on that later...
Okay off to the airport!
iFly!
Thursday, February 11, 2010
My 21 day fast -DAY 4: Just Here!!!!
(This technically is day 5 but I will blog again tonight and be caught up)
Well I am just here, praying having strange dreams and moving forward.
Let's talk about this strange dream... give me your interpretation.. I'd love to hear it:
The dream starts out with me running from "the man". He's "the man" out to get me because I saw something that "they" did not want me to see. It's night time and I have my dogs with me. We are running from house to buildings to back allies, until finally we reach a home where they take women who are unemployed and/or in-between jobs. Somehow "the man" does no see me enter this house and disappears. So I join up with some great women and learn more about what is going on in there lives. The bonding is GREAT and before we go to bed, the director of the program as me for my info. Apparently, every month she goes to some kind of bank that gives her money to support us each month. Now these sums of money are not just hundreds of dollars. Depending on you situation, it could much more. Like "Jesus can do the impossible" much more. So she leaves in the AM as everyone is getting up and preparing themselves for the day. I am paranoid because I don't want "the man" to find me. The director returns with a bunch of checks for the ladies and begins to hand them out. One of the ladies is a Lawyer, hasn't been out or work for to long so her check was on $400+ dollars. Another women, who has been looking for work and has been unsuccessful, received $22,000 dollars!!!! IN CASH... the director gave her a $22,000 bill!!! I was like WOW!!! Now being that I only spent the night there and just enrolled I didn't received the amount I would have if I had stayed longer. I got $4,800 for the month!!! I was praising God because "the man" was looking for me, I had no home, two dogs, bills and to get that every money would be amazing. So one of the ladies was like wow you are so lucky... I almost when crazy on her...
"LUCK", I said, "LUCK... No sweetie this is a BLESSING"
As I said then 2 other women said with me at the same time. I then when on to talk about how God brought me there and I'm so blessed to be alive with that guy following me, no home, not sure where my next meal is coming from. I was just in awe with God at that moment. But not to long after that "the man" decided to check every house in that area. So I was on the run again. I think the dogs stayed there.(?) So I found another place to go, and it was some kind of new apartment where that they were testing. ANd people were lined up to get in. So "the man" put on a disguise so I would recognize him but I saw him and ran into a some sort of restricted area. I pushed a button thinking the elevator would come but instead it open up an air shaft and sucked me up in to the vent. when I came out, I landed on a desk with this black guy who looked like 50-cent. He was so confused how I got there. Right when I was getting ready talk to him,
Lamar woke me up.
Weird dream right!
Let me know your thoughts.
Any who, I have been videoing myself dancing and it's awesome.. I really love my growth. Other then that, creating dances for my kids and finishing what needs to be with SHSU!!!
As a part of this fast, I can't watch any TV, movies or Netflix after 10pm. HARD!!! I usually fall asleep to the tv. Food is getting better. Tonight I had Veggie egg rolls, and Broccoli in a garlic sauce... it was soo good!!!
Well I'm out... thanks for reading and for your support...
iLove u! God Bless... Until next time....
iDream HUGE!!!
Well I am just here, praying having strange dreams and moving forward.
Let's talk about this strange dream... give me your interpretation.. I'd love to hear it:
The dream starts out with me running from "the man". He's "the man" out to get me because I saw something that "they" did not want me to see. It's night time and I have my dogs with me. We are running from house to buildings to back allies, until finally we reach a home where they take women who are unemployed and/or in-between jobs. Somehow "the man" does no see me enter this house and disappears. So I join up with some great women and learn more about what is going on in there lives. The bonding is GREAT and before we go to bed, the director of the program as me for my info. Apparently, every month she goes to some kind of bank that gives her money to support us each month. Now these sums of money are not just hundreds of dollars. Depending on you situation, it could much more. Like "Jesus can do the impossible" much more. So she leaves in the AM as everyone is getting up and preparing themselves for the day. I am paranoid because I don't want "the man" to find me. The director returns with a bunch of checks for the ladies and begins to hand them out. One of the ladies is a Lawyer, hasn't been out or work for to long so her check was on $400+ dollars. Another women, who has been looking for work and has been unsuccessful, received $22,000 dollars!!!! IN CASH... the director gave her a $22,000 bill!!! I was like WOW!!! Now being that I only spent the night there and just enrolled I didn't received the amount I would have if I had stayed longer. I got $4,800 for the month!!! I was praising God because "the man" was looking for me, I had no home, two dogs, bills and to get that every money would be amazing. So one of the ladies was like wow you are so lucky... I almost when crazy on her...
"LUCK", I said, "LUCK... No sweetie this is a BLESSING"
As I said then 2 other women said with me at the same time. I then when on to talk about how God brought me there and I'm so blessed to be alive with that guy following me, no home, not sure where my next meal is coming from. I was just in awe with God at that moment. But not to long after that "the man" decided to check every house in that area. So I was on the run again. I think the dogs stayed there.(?) So I found another place to go, and it was some kind of new apartment where that they were testing. ANd people were lined up to get in. So "the man" put on a disguise so I would recognize him but I saw him and ran into a some sort of restricted area. I pushed a button thinking the elevator would come but instead it open up an air shaft and sucked me up in to the vent. when I came out, I landed on a desk with this black guy who looked like 50-cent. He was so confused how I got there. Right when I was getting ready talk to him,
Lamar woke me up.
Weird dream right!
Let me know your thoughts.
Any who, I have been videoing myself dancing and it's awesome.. I really love my growth. Other then that, creating dances for my kids and finishing what needs to be with SHSU!!!
As a part of this fast, I can't watch any TV, movies or Netflix after 10pm. HARD!!! I usually fall asleep to the tv. Food is getting better. Tonight I had Veggie egg rolls, and Broccoli in a garlic sauce... it was soo good!!!
Well I'm out... thanks for reading and for your support...
iLove u! God Bless... Until next time....
iDream HUGE!!!
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
My 21 day fast -DAY 3: GOOD DAY!!!!
It was a good day! I got up early, went to school... Drove around in the stupid parking lot for and HOUR looking for parking. Since it took took that long, I thought I missed my appointment. TURNED OUT, The didn't even have me on the schedule :( BOO!!!
So I find a spot and go to the The writing center. I just SAT and did random things on my computer. Once I left, I went to the dance building and took class... 3 hours of dance to be exact. LOVE IT!
On the drive home, stopped at the toyota dealership and the vet. Gotta make sure the kiddies are taken care of. Then STRAIGHT to the gym...
Now because of this fast, I thought that I would not have been able to make through the class, but man... them PEANUTS, and that protein drink saved ME! I had more energy then when I would eat some "real food". After I left there, Smoothie King (LOVE IT) and HOME! Ate some potatoes and green beans... and it was a WARP!!!
The best of yesterday was all the dancing I did... I loved it... I mean.. I really love to dance! I don't know where it is going to eventually take me but I LOVE DOING WHAT I DO!!!
Until next time....
iDo what iLove!
So I find a spot and go to the The writing center. I just SAT and did random things on my computer. Once I left, I went to the dance building and took class... 3 hours of dance to be exact. LOVE IT!
On the drive home, stopped at the toyota dealership and the vet. Gotta make sure the kiddies are taken care of. Then STRAIGHT to the gym...
Now because of this fast, I thought that I would not have been able to make through the class, but man... them PEANUTS, and that protein drink saved ME! I had more energy then when I would eat some "real food". After I left there, Smoothie King (LOVE IT) and HOME! Ate some potatoes and green beans... and it was a WARP!!!
The best of yesterday was all the dancing I did... I loved it... I mean.. I really love to dance! I don't know where it is going to eventually take me but I LOVE DOING WHAT I DO!!!
Until next time....
iDo what iLove!
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
My 21 day fast -DAY 2: HUNGRY JESUS!!!
SOOO I missed bloggin Yesterday! It was a tough day... I was tried and HUNGRY!!!
Just hungry (for food) all the time. I wanna be hungry for Jesus and nothing else... I must die to my flesh because it's only gonna slow me down.
Woke up at 6:30am, took my dad to the airport by 8am, had a really nasty apple, went to his house, did some work, went to my residence, had a baked potato w/ green peas and a little bit of gravy with some V8. Wanted so BADLY to take a nap because I know that I would be sleepy driving but my brother called and needed my help. Drove to downtown Houston to pick him up from the greyhound, dropped him off at Uof H. SLeep driving is NOT the way to go! Went straight to work from there, taught 3 hours straight and choreographed for 30mins. Drove to home, stopped at smoothie king to get dinner, went home, feel asleep in the chair watching tv, took a shower, feel asleep setting my alarm clock, WENT TO BED!!!
Long day!!! Praise God I made it with out passing out... I snacked on Peanuts (thanks Rece)!! Saved me!
Well I'm pressing forward...
iLove the Lord!
Just hungry (for food) all the time. I wanna be hungry for Jesus and nothing else... I must die to my flesh because it's only gonna slow me down.
Woke up at 6:30am, took my dad to the airport by 8am, had a really nasty apple, went to his house, did some work, went to my residence, had a baked potato w/ green peas and a little bit of gravy with some V8. Wanted so BADLY to take a nap because I know that I would be sleepy driving but my brother called and needed my help. Drove to downtown Houston to pick him up from the greyhound, dropped him off at Uof H. SLeep driving is NOT the way to go! Went straight to work from there, taught 3 hours straight and choreographed for 30mins. Drove to home, stopped at smoothie king to get dinner, went home, feel asleep in the chair watching tv, took a shower, feel asleep setting my alarm clock, WENT TO BED!!!
Long day!!! Praise God I made it with out passing out... I snacked on Peanuts (thanks Rece)!! Saved me!
Well I'm pressing forward...
iLove the Lord!
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